More Frustration and No Good News

We had no good news today.  Shawn had his various appointments at MD Anderson and we didn’t hear anything encouraging.

Shawn had a CT scan this morning and we had a follow up with the pulmonary group.  The results of the CT scan showed that the cancer is spreading around his lungs.  We knew this was somewhat likely because it is harder for Shawn to breath now than it was a few weeks ago.  The pulmonary doctor said that there is nothing surgically that can be done to help his shortness of breath.  The problem is the cancer, so that is the battle that needs to be won.  

Shawn did bloodwork and we went to see the oncology team.  Shawn was scheduled for another treatment of chemotherapy today.  However, because he is struggling with nausea and shortness of breath, they decided to hold off on the chemo and admitted him to the hospital to get his symptoms under control.

I am seeing some discouraging looks from the doctors.  I can tell they are concerned about his lungs and they don’t (yet) have any evidence that the immunotherapy or chemotherapy is working.  

So, we are in the hospital again tonight with no clear “goal” of what needs to happen next.  This is a frustrating, scary and uncertain time.  It is like a dark cloud is surrounding us.  We are praying that God delivers some hope.  




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